First RE appointment tomorrow

We have our first Reproductive Endocrinologist appointment tomorrow. I am excited to be trying something new and moving towards the next step, but I am also very nervous. I am worried that they will tell me something I don't want to hear. I am worried they will say we have to wait a long time to TTC again. On one hand, maybe that would take some of the pressure off of me. On the other hand, I am sick of waiting. We have been trying desperately for a baby over a year now, only to be given that gift three times and then have it ripped away three times. I think after all we have been through this year, we shouldn't have to wait anymore. I am just so nervous.